\u201cI am happy for all of you. I genuinely, truly am.\u201dThey mocked her for being single. They laughed at her dress, her bag, her patience. They called her slow. What happened next silenced everyone.Four women, one town, four very different answers to the same question: how long are you willing to wait for a life that is truly yours?The road back to Umuahia always smelled the same. Red dust, palm oil from the market women\u2019s trees, and the particular kind of wood smoke that came from kitchens that had been cooking since before sunrise. It was the smell of a town that did not wait for anyone, a town that had been living and breathing and forming opinions long before you left, and would continue to do so long after you were gone.Kamsi pressed her face briefly toward the bus window as they descended the final hill into town, watching the zinc rooftops catch the afternoon light. Beside her, Ifunanya was already on her phone, typing rapidly, her long acrylic nails clicking against the screen with a rhythm that had not stopped since Lagos. Across the narrow aisle, Ada slept with her mouth slightly open, her new graduation head scarf twisted sideways. Chioma sat at the front of the bus, already applying powder to her face in preparation for arrival, as though Umuahia itself were an audience she intended to impress.Four girls, four degrees, one town waiting to receive them.The bus groaned to a stop at Umuahia junction, and the noise began immediately. Mothers calling names, touts dragging luggage, motorbikes splitting the crowd with reckless confidence. But underneath all of it, Kamsi could feel something else. A pressure, thin and invisible, like the air before a storm.She had felt it the moment she told people she was coming home without a job offer. She had felt it in her aunt\u2019s voice on the phone last week.\u201cSo, what are you doing now? What is the plan?\u201dNot congratulations first. Not welcome home. The plan.She picked up her bag and stepped into the dust.Okafor Street had not changed in four years, which was both comforting and unsettling. The same buka on the corner where Mama Eze sold ofe onugbu and judgment in equal portions. The same cracked gutter that had been promised repair by three different councilors. The same row of uncompleted buildings that stood like unfinished sentences waiting for money that had not arrived. And the people, always the people, sitting in front of their compounds in the cooling evening, watching the world move past with the focused attention of those who had nowhere pressing to be and nothing urgent to miss.Within forty-eight hours of her return, Kamsi was asked the same four questions so many times she began to count them silently.\u201cWhen did you arrive?\u201d\u201cWhat did you study?\u201d\u201cHave you found work?\u201d\u201cWhen are you getting married?\u201dThe last question always arrived quickly. It did not wait for the others to finish settling. It appeared sometimes before the congratulations, nestled between one sentence and the next, as though it was actually the point of the conversation and everything before it was simply courtesy.She answered patiently.She smiled.She said, \u201cOne step at a time.\u201dThe women of Okafor Street did not find this satisfying.It was Chioma who first said it plainly, the way Chioma always said things, without softening, without apology, as though the truth were simply a piece of furniture she was rearranging.They were in Ada\u2019s room, the four of them arranged across the bed and floor the way they had been since secondary school. Ifunanya stretched across the full length of the mattress. Ada sat cross-legged against the headboard. Chioma sat on the plastic chair she had dragged in from the parlor. Kamsi sat on the floor with her back against the wardrobe.It felt exactly like it used to.Except that it didn\u2019t.\u201cI\u2019m not going to wait for a job to save me. A good man is the plan. That\u2019s the truth, and nobody wants to say it out loud.\u201d\u201cHonestly, I agree. I\u2019m tired of the idea of struggling. If a man can provide a stable home and I have peace, what exactly am I proving by staying single and suffering?\u201d\u201cYou people are talking about peace and provision. I want life. I want to travel. I want fine things. I want a man who shows me off because he\u2019s proud of what he has.\u201d\u201cExactly. Love is sweet, but love inside a fine house is sweeter.\u201d\u201cAnd love with no stress is the sweetest of all.\u201dKamsi listened. She had learned over the years that listening was not the same as agreement, and that silence was not the same as having nothing to say.\u201cKamsi, you\u2019re too quiet. Say something. What do you think?\u201d\u201cI think we just got home.\u201dThe room paused.\u201cSee this girl? You think time is waiting for you? You think these men will be standing at the corner like taxis, available whenever you decide you\u2019re ready?\u201d\u201cI\u2019m not saying that. I\u2019m saying there\u2019s a difference between choosing something and running to it because you\u2019re afraid.\u201d\u201cFear, Kamsi? Nobody said anything about fear. We\u2019re being realistic.\u201d\u201cI just think deciding to marry because you\u2019re afraid of being left behind is different from deciding to marry because you\u2019re truly ready. Fear doesn\u2019t make a good foundation.\u201d\u201cYou\u2019ll understand when the pressure comes. Right now, you\u2019re talking like someone who has never felt it. The pressure will come, Kamsi. It always comes.\u201dAnd it did.It arrived wearing the faces of aunties at church who paused a second too long on your ringless finger.It arrived in careful comparisons dropped like pepper into soup.\u201cYou know Ada\u2019s daughter, the one who graduated the same time as you? She\u2019s already pregnant, oh. Her husband is in Abuja, doing very well. They just bought land.\u201d\u201cEh? Pregnant already?\u201d\u201cYes, oh.\u201dIt arrived in the voices of mothers who loved their daughters genuinely and were afraid for them sincerely, and could not separate that love from the particular fear this town had taught them since girlhood: that a woman unattached was a woman unfinished.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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